I could fill this up with my life story. And in that maybe you’d think you knew who I was & what makes me tick. You might even feel sorry for the many struggles I’ve had to overcome in life, or maybe you’d judge me & think that you’re better than me. But I won’t share that..at least not here & now.
The countless joys & heartaches have shaped me into the person I am today & I think in the end thats all that really matters. If you want to truly get to know me than maybe in the course of time you’ll found out what has led me to be the person I am. I’m no better or worse than you or anyone else…just a person striving to find her way in this world. I don’t judge you for the actions you may have done, so please drop all judgements at the door.
My son is the light of my life & as much as I love the rest of my family & some very dear friends..in truth he’s probably the only one I’d lay my life on the line for. [Though truth be told I'd probably take a bullet for anyone I hold dear to my heart...in the heat of the moment.] I don’t care to leave my lil guy without his mom – theres a story there, but yeh…another time maybe.
As disfunctional & quirky as most of my family is I love them dearly & know that when the world drops from under my feet they’ll be there.
I may not have the most friends in the world & I’m quite alright with that. I’m more the quality over quantity type anywhos. I guess I should thank them all for letting me be who I am & never asking me to change.
I’m a mix of contradictions.
I’m one definition of random.
I’m not a follower or a leader, but somewhere in between.
I’m outspoken, but sometimes it takes a lil while for me to make my voice heard.
I believe in listening to yourself, even if the rest of the world seems to disagree.
I am my worst critic – nothing you could say or think is something I haven’t thought or said about myself already.
I’m in control of how I feel. How I choose to react to what anyone has said or done is my choice. If I choose to let their words/actions dictate how I feel then I’ve given them control & thats just not going to happen.
I forgive people maybe a lil too easily, though forgetting is another matter entirely.
I believe hate is a waste of time & energy & people should find something more constructive to do.
I will never change who I am for anyones approval. Ever.
God-my son-family-friends = my life.
♥MUSIC♥-Supernatural-hoodies-candles-classic/muscle cars-the color blue-rain = a few of my loves.
storms-red&pink-bugs/creepy crawlies-conceitedness-shallowness = a few of my hates dislikes.
music = love & acoustic = choongastic. – think about it =].
