So…the question is will Dean die?? Honestly I must say I’m split pretty evenly on that one. On one hand I keep thinking no way are they going to kill off one of the main actors, but if you’ve watched the show before you know that just because someones dead doesn’t mean thats the last you’ll be seeing them. And then you have the fact that Johns already been killed off & we RARELY get to see/hear him anymore. But Deans too big a part of the show to do like that. So even IF he does die theres gotta be something going on there. With Kripke & the writers you never really know. I can imagine them all saying “noones gonna really expect Dean to die so lets do it!” I guess I’m going to have to wait one more hour to see for myself.

Before I was a Mom,
I never tripped over toys
or forgot words to a lullaby.
I didn’t worry whether or not
my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.

Before I was a Mom,
I had never been puked on.
Pooped on.
Chewed on.
Peed on.
I had complete control of my mind
and my thoughts.
I slept all night.

Before I was a Mom,
I never held down a screaming child
so doctors could do tests.
Or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night
watching a baby sleep.

Before I was a Mom,
I never held a sleeping baby just because
I didn’t want to put him down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces
when I couldn’t stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small
could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mom.

Before I was a Mom,
I didn’t know the feeling of
having my heart outside my body.
I didn’t know how special it could feel
to feed a hungry baby.
I didn’t know that bond
between a mother and her child.
I didn’t know that something so small
could make me feel so important and happy.

Before I was a Mom,
I had never gotten up in the middle of the night
every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay.
I had never known the warmth,
the joy,
the love,
the heartache,
the wonderment
or the satisfaction of being a Mom.
I didn’t know I was capable of feeling so much,
before I was a Mom.

Step one-remove race stripes
Voila you have a shirt…………..
No words will suffice just see the picture. I can’t believe I have never seen this before!!!!

It might take you a minute–

I think now I can say–’I've seen it all’

Redneck tank top…seen recently at a tractor pull.

Look Closely!!

I got this ina email from a friend of mine && it just cracked me up! Now I’ll be the first to admit most ppl refer to my “neck of the woods” as redneckville…at least somewhat. BUT!! I haven’t come across anyone wearing anything like this in my 27yrs && if I did…well lets just say I think I’d be packing my bags *lol*

i was once friends with a girl who told me a story. this is the story she told.

1. Go to www.photobucket.com
2. Type in your answer to the question in the “search” box
3. Use only the first page
4. Copy the html and paste for the answer.

–noun Psychiatry. an abnormal fear of being in crowds, public places, or open areas, sometimes accompanied by anxiety attacks.
thats the given definition anywhos. but it doesn’t tell you that there are various degrees or really much else about it. you’re probably wondering why i’ve chosen to talk about this. well given my life its only par for the course that i have one form/degree of this not so wonderful phobia. maybe that won’t come as quite a shock to those who know me but now you know why.

i had a pretty crap night that i won’t get into here & i woke up to a migraine that stayed with me til just not long ago. so needless to say i’ve felt pretty crap all day. anywhos. i decided to clear my head && get some much needed fresh air after being cooped inside all day. so i stood outside thankful that the weather has finally started warming up && just stood there eyes closed and let the crap of last night && the day go. its crazy cuz out there i had all these thoughts i’d hoped to come in && blog about…funny how out there my thoughts seemed to make so much sense to myself.

Oky first off *completely spazzes out*

Sorry, had to get that outta my system =]. But seriously YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can’t begin to tell y’all how excited I am over that.

There aren’t many things that break a mothers heart more than having their child say “I hate you!” My lil guy told me that three times before 11am this morning.